Whats Goin Down?

Girls girls girls,

All the same, or am I jus goin’ for the wrong ones?

Hmmm I really dunno, u know when u feel for some1, I find it hard to express myself, and by the time I do, things seem to change they either find some1 or not interested!

But the best 1 I hear daily is lets be jus friends!

Do girls prefer boys to be their friends then later on real BF/GF relationship or straight in slidin’?

I dunno lets jus say i heard somethin funny but on the other side it seems real life hahaha - ‘Lifes to short, jus go for it’

The best thing to do is to ask the question, wait for the reply! Good or bad, either way u will know where u stand!

Any comments? Lol!

Man i feel so down, been workin’ in my mums new takeaway durin’ Easter! I’ve been workin’ ever since i got back from uni, friday, saturday, sunday, monday, tuesday, wednesday, (off to Ballare on thursday), then friday, saturday…… and yet i have not recieved a penny from her! WHAT IS HER PROBLEM?!!! i fuckin’ ask for my wages and i get BLANKED! FUCK i feel like a slave!

FEEL like hangin’ myself too!

I ask if I can have a day off on Easter sunday to go play footy with C4 lot and go Kevin’s later for food…… but fuckin’ hell she won’t even allow me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I sometimes wonder, if i weren’t Chinese would i be doin this kinda shit?

I know its my mum etc but u should of heard da harsh words she gave me when i was like an hour late yesterday (friday) PK’in me hard, and tellin’ me to go die and shit! So harsh! Is it me or just Chinese parents?

I know she got alot on her plate and that, Pete is in HK, Amy in KL and only me that got her back…….. but come on give me some freedom, air to breathe and at least let me enjoy myself for 1 day!

Damn i wanna play footy with da boys and beat those Clare fools, then later go to Kevin’s bday BBQ……… man im gonna miss out so hard! Feel so down at this point!

Mum was sayin’ that all my mates are Juu pung gao yao (pig friends), reckon shes knows them and starts fuckin’ assumin’ things!

She’s just to traditional, her cussin’ in Hakka is a real downer, proper puts u down boy!

Sometimes I think if she actually gives a toss how I feel, or is it only her way that she wants?

I think she being abit selfish, i mean allow me to have 1 day off on Easter sunday and let me enjoy myself, i’ll be back the next day to work init! She got 4 people workin’ includin’ her and she reckons it will be busy! I’m tellin u Easter sunday everywhere is CLOSED!

FUCK FUCK FUCK!

Is it just my mum? Ahh i dunno, all i know is Kev wants me to be there as its gonna be his 22nd bday! Boy I don’t wanna be the only sellout, i know it will be a good night!

Hmmm anyways, what will be will be!#

And may God forgive me for all these bad things i feel for my mum right now!

For all u bitch ass snakes!

S - neaks about durin’ the night, coz in day time they feel the fright!

N - eeds to be VERY careful, incase of gettin caught, otherwise they be lost for thoughts!

A - lways lookin behind for any signs, ever trailin’ in the back of their minds!

K - een on movin on, but trailin’ their skin, leavin’ memories for somewhere to begin!

E - ffective plannin’, for what comes ahead, if anythin’ goes wrong, they got plan B instead!

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Yesterday was like being reborn into football….. Hahaha the 1st was years back when my dad took me to watch an Cambridge Utd match….. Anyway Me, Dom and Bart woke up around 11-12ish and I was like "What’s goin down, are we goin straight to the Fulham V Chelsea match?" Bartie boy says "Were goin to Karol’s for a lil vods session!" I was like to myself "Huh vodka already!"

We later got to Karol’s yard around 1.30ish he was all good, he and Ian went to Poland for like a week and brought back some Polish vods heh heh they say its the best vodka in the world!

So the heads drinking were Karol, Me, Bart, Dom, Simon and Authur. As usual my face started to pinken after like 2 double shots of vodka with a chase of Sprite lemonade and they knew the stuff was working….. hahaha we went through 2 litres between us and by 2.30ish we were a lil happs and got onto the train from Surbiton to Wimbledon to Putney Bridge where Craven Cottage Home of FFC stood its ground. Must say it is a small stadium, I wonder what the new Arsenal stadium will be like? hmmmm I can’t wait!!!!!!!!

From far it looked like ants swarming back into their hideout…… It was all FFC fans walking to the same direction!…… We then blazed a zooty on Bishops park where we had a view of the Thames….. Not a bad view with the Sun out and about…… and perfect for football….. further more we got canned and went towards the Hammersmith Stand and the match was about to begin in minutes….. alot of Fulham fans chanting and we were all getting involed hahaha "Stick the blue flag up your arse"  Entering the gates was a sight many people rushing to their seats and the raw from the fans was extraordinary ahhhh this is gonna be quality i said to myself…..

We then got to our seats near the front end of the home supporters. The view was good all of us were cussing Chelsea and their players hahahaha the cunts but on the other hand we also got the cheer on Fulham - HARD…… Bart managed to lose his voice in the space of 20mins as Luis Boa Morte popped a goal in the 17th min and we went all sick, jumpin, shoutin, laughin, smilin and by the time of Chelsea kickin off we were cussin hahahaha….. It was a great to watch Premiership players play live as you can see how quality they actually are….. well at least better than watchin Cambridge Utd play….. Sorry dad better luck next time!

It was great to see Drogba’s goal ruled out and as usual Chelsea cheatin as da man tried it with his hands, but fortunately it was ruled out after discussion between the ref and linesman….. I swear Bart would have switched if it was allowed.

And what was Gallas doin? tryin to hurt up Fulham players but got his b***k ass sent off…… ahh the fans were lovin everybit of the game!

At last the ref blew his whistle and the Fulham fans went out all sick and by the time i turned my head round Bartie boy went running onto the pitch others followed and me and Authur were like fuck it this lets go too! But by the time we managed to get near enough 1/2 way all the fans were running back like a swarm of tigers me and Aurthur were like SHIT lets run back…. ahh man it was all fun… it turned out that all the stewards were doing their security business and had to come between Fulham and Chelsea fans…. ahh oh well, damn i didn’t manage to get on TV….. Later on that night MOTD 2 had highlights of the game and we saw Bart and Karol on TV hahaha man it was funny……. and what a day!

Hmmm I’m gonna try and gets tickets for some Arsenal games in the new stadium…. but i need some contacts to get better seats!

Man it was just one of those days today….. err i mean last night, when i couldn’t wake up automactically without an alarm….. hmmm must of been the wicked green holding me down from the night before….. I thought I was going through a body detox stage oops that went down the drain and back to the usual - blazin and canning my housemates arse on PES5 (Pro Evo 5) hahahaha

Today was literately another lazy day….. I got up, freshened up and went to Uni, parked up my bike and went straight to Wan’s to get a singapore rice noodles hmmmm Wan’s do nice Chinese takeaway!!!!! hahaha I then went to my workshop, did a few brainstorming activities on risk factors with my group….. after about 2 hours came home and built a phat zooty, blazed it and had a few battles with my housemate Dom on the old PES5….. Man i love whooping his Polish arse on that game and he gets so pissed….. you just crease to yourself!

Yung came over and we had a few battles too….. later me and Dom russelled up some heavy Chinese food, we made chicken and roast pork with veggies in yellow bean sauce….. it just needed some cashew nuts which we did not have and both of us where to lazy to go get some down the shop just round the corner - I blame the coldness….. damn I hate the English weather, all dull, grey, cold and always rains!

Hahaha after that the usual and obviously a blaze….. how can we possibly miss that? hahaha

Man I need a holiday the shitty weather is driving me mad!

Hmmm maybe Amsterdam will be a good place to chill….. I’ll think about it!

Hahaha today i went into uni even tho it was my day off. I had to finish 1 part of the decision making interim report, it was so funny cause when Asha linked me she only had 1 page on introduction and I only had 1 page on my part, which only took me like 2 hours to do hahaha. So all together we handed in 2 pages….. hahahaha this is because 2 of our members Lee and Jonathon have mitigating circumstances for being in a car accident not long ago…. Thank God they still alive as it was serious.

Hopefully when those boys do their part it will be like a couple of pages each…. Me and Asha where just creasing at our own work and when we handed it into the office as it looked ever so flimsy!

Hopefully Martin Robson won’t be to fussed and allow us and our lame excuses!

Hmmm I’m so hungry right now, luckily I jacked some duck and roast pork when i went home on the weekend….. I can go russle up some roast pork fried rice….. Classic shit hahahaha.

Anyway I chattin fraf at da mo and plus I’m hungry!

Later

I went home this week cause my mum wanted me to help out, with her newly opened takeaway in Kedington. Damn it was hectic, on Saturday i went delivering our new menus with Amy, we did like a whole area which took ultra long. Oh yeah Amy is like my sister in law-ish well i hope so as i know she is good for my bro.

That night we had so MANY customers, loads of walk in customers and deliveries, we actually had to hang the phone up for like an hour cause the chef’s inside could not hack the amount of orders there were, there was no room on the order bar to slip any more orders on, if you know what I mean!

By the end of the night I realised that menus had already been posted on Thursday, me and Amy where like ….. hmmmm mum is being to greedy.

Man i got so much grief from the customers - "I’ve been waiting like 30mins for my order" "I want to cancel my order as you guys are taking too long"….. That night we lost like 2 customers…… let this be a lesson to us…… sometimes you shouldn’t be too greedy….. I reckon if we didn’t post those menus, we would of had an easier night in terms of coping with the orders and not losing customers.

Anyway enough of Saturday….. Sunday I went to Cambridge to see my Grandma…. shes doing fine but cussed my dad as he made crap oatmeal for her hahahaha she was like "your dad is useless he can’t even make decent oatmeal for me like yours Michael"…. hahahaha I just started creasing to myself!

On and on C4 had our last league game against Jesus who in the previous season we lost to but today we roasted the cunts…err i mean the bastards hahaha 7-2 in which we deserved as we all work our arses off! But as usual Jason Wong got cussed for being a shit DMC hahahahaha.

On and on again later i linked up with Beasty and Minh who copied my idea (inho) but actaully had Minhinho on the back of his C4 kit…. reckons he did it 1st the fool. Man we did some serious caning down at the wok and grill all you can eat….. we were probably the only people who knew what to eat….. we ate bare fish…. mussels, sole fish, king prawns, the whole lot….. luckily the manager didn’t come out this time to greet us with his joy in caning his food hahahaha…. what do you expect? Its all you can eat!!!!

After that Beasty gave me a lift to the Cambridge train station to come back to lovely Kingston…. damn I still got alot of work to do!

Thats sucks!